Wednesday, September 5, 2012


I was a fool on a fool’s errand. Out of the fear of being a fool, I wanted to tell them that the fear they were trained to overcome was an emotion and not a feeling; after all, these were both life-threatening situations and their reactions were pure instinct, albeit professional ones. But I have professional instincts as well, professional instincts I employ while writing a poem. I was hopelessly confused and felt my sense of self-worth losing altitude; in situations like this I pick up the phone and call my friend, the German philosopher. “Reinhard,” I shouted into the phone, “What do you think about fear?” “Yikes!” he shouted back, “I am afraid of dogs.” At last, a friend.

We can each be informed by fear.

What we do with the information depends on the fear, our options, and particular personality.

Suppressing both the source of our fear and our own sense of fear is common.

Avoiding dogs is an option.

Avoidance, suppression, and separation have their costs.

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